You Don’t Know Me

Ich bin so frustriert.

Von etwas, das kann ich nicht haben.

Aber er ist alles, was ich will.

Ich gebe zu.

Ich werde nie gewinnen. Ich habe trotzdem nie.

Es passiert die ganze Zeit.

Ich bin sehr unglücklich.

Ich bin traurig.

How I wish that you were…

I don’t even know why I’m staying.

I’m so tired.

Ich bin schläfrig. Italienisch Klasse viel Spaß heute. Wir hatten eine Überraschung Dialog über einen Anruf tätigen. Miko war mein Partner, und er wirklich gut. Ich hatte gehofft, aber für etwas anderes. Ich hoffe, dass ich mir das Glück beim nächsten Mal!

My weekend is usually boring. It becomes even more when the weather’s bad. 

Yet somehow, I feel like I’m missing something. I don’t remember any though. 

It’s either my memory’s poor or this is nothing but a nagging feeling.

…and I’m using it right now. Don’t you just love free wi-fi?

I am currently watching a recall of Project Runway Philippines. I can’t wait for the next season!

I hate my comfort room. Basta.

I’m not a fan of Gossip Girl, but I certainly do appreciate the going ons of fashion in that show. So pretty and cute!

I need to renew my passport.

Study Tour meeting this Wednesday. Team Germany-Austria-Switzerland. The hell we’re totally lucky.

If Mom allows me to do sidetrips after three weeks of language classes, I’d definitely go straight to Italy. Oh, in Paris too. And Prague. And Greece. And Spain. Lahat na. Yes! Pero…kung mag-isa lang ako, huwag na lang muna. Baka hindi ako makaalis dun.

My Mac is back…on Monday. All files, however, were all erased. My poor pictures.

The end is near. The schoolyear, that is.

It’s a long weekend. And when we get back, puro exams.

UAAP Football Season. I watch. We never win. Baka ako ang malas.

I just love Kate Winslet. She’s fantastic.

I’m intrigued with the movie Slumdog Millionaire. I must watch it. 

Plus The Reader and Revolutionary Road.

Ich hatte einen Test in Deutsch 2 heute. Ich habe eine Menge Fehler! Ich möchte nur nach Hause gehen. Am Ende des Tages, ich merke, dass ich nur eine einsame Mädchen. Ein ziemlich ein, dass, obwohl bei.Ich bin auch liebevolle italienischen Recht jetzt. 

Voglio andare in Italia. Vorrei poter andare lì con qualcuno che vuole essere, come ci bene. Il futuro non sembra tanto male, dopo tutto.

Me perdí el aprendizaje del español!

Sono amare il mio italiano di classe. 

Vi è un simpatico ragazzo nella mia classe, anche.

L’insegnante è meravigliosa, e la classe è piena di vita!

Now, I am thawed. 

I think I lost my voice somewhere in between. Have you had this feeling that you were left all alone, picking up pieces by your own? It sucks, really, and it shows in my friggin’ face. For the first time, I’ve been having breakouts like crazy! So maybe I am a late bloomer after all. I am at my high school phase, hahaha!

Or maybe I was just really too lazy to revisit this site and type my life away. It doesn’t mean, though, that in that somewhere-in-between, my life got boring. Ayoko na lang magkwento. 

Anyway!

I don’t spend much of my time in school anymore. Nakakatamad na magsayang ng oras doon. Kasi wala na akong “nakikita.” Dati, may hiniling ako, at nagkatotoo siya agad kinabukasan. I’m glad. 

I wish you well. =)